我要填上我心中的那个坑
用我最忧郁的思想;然后
铺展自己,五体投地,一动不动,在它们上面。
啊,最后的悲惨!得体。
那些喝饮这海水腥气的人
不知道我贪婪地吞吃着死亡多么可怕
关于意识形态--令人不快的教义,辩证法,信念;
H.P.酱汁,番茄酱,蛋黄酱,酸辣酱,
肮脏的厨房产生那种冒牌货,那叫“满足需要”,
干涸的确信,修士般的拘谨。但让我开始
描述我的疲惫...一个关于我阴郁的词。
I shall fill up that pit inside me
With my gloomist thoughts; and then
Spread myself, prostrate, inert, on top of them.
Ah, miserable at last! Felicity.
Those who drink the sea with its fishy breath
Cannot know with what dread I gorge to death
On ideologies - bitter dogma, dialectic, creed;
H.P. Sauce, ketchup, mayonnaise, chutney,
Filthy kitchen work that swindles, that says ‘feed',
Dried-up certitude, monkish inhibition, duty,
That helps us to fall downhill, mad as wine.
There, alone, I see my obligation. But let me begin
By describing my tiredness...a word on my depression.